another turn

Last night was horrible. Evy is still sick and her fever is back with a vengeance. Jason is holding her so I can pack and check messages. Evy and I will leave for DAR in 10 minutes and head straight to the doctor. No more seizures but we want to make sure there is nothing else going on we do not know about and hopefully prevent another seizure. Bibi Doris came over this morning and took away all our piles and piles (our machine is still broken) of dirty laundry, held Evy so I clean up vomit and could write down and remember everything for the doctor (cuz I am so brain dead), and pray. She prayed for me and I cried because i feel so wasted. We are blessed. Please pray for wisdom, travel, great doctors, and some news that can help us all know what is wrong and how we can help our little girl. He is in control. I am repeating this over and over.